Where is the light at the end of the tunnel?
The past week or so, I have been feeling really down. Not like emotional down, but spiritually down. I can feel satan working on me by using my hard feelings toward others to stir inside me and create hatred and anger and ultimately the distance of Gods presence. He is working hard. I feel evil around me and i'm getting mad easily and short with Jared and Luna especially. She is at the most difficult age so far. 22 months. She is testing my patience and i'm giving into the adversary hard core. On top of that, Jared has been struggling with things and that isn't making matters better. I had a massage with Tony and i was telling him how i was feeling and he told me that sometimes that happens to him and every time it has, it has meant that satan in working hard on him because something amazing or spiritual was about to happen. It always came to pass that there was a beautiful light at the end of the tunnel. I sure hope this is the case for me. I have been feeling awful lat...